And Now Two –Suzuka Scaife — 5/8/2000 to 3/3/2017

I fell in love with Suzuka’s picture on Petfinder in the fall of 2000 when she was in a no kill shelter in Victoria, TX. She had been dubbed Nellie, and her brother, Miki, was Lance, and I wanted to adopt them desperately. When I first saw them I was still living at home, and my parents didn’t want more than the two resident dogs. I pined and kept returning to Petfinder despite knowing it was fruitless. 

I ended up purchasing a house in October 2000 although I couldn’t close until November, so my roommate and I drove to Victoria to meet Nellie and Lance. They agreed to care for them for another month if I adopted them, and my only chosen pups joined my life full time in November 2000. 

Suzu wasn’t perfect (she did kill a kitten I had during a fierce chase and was quite cat aggressive until the last few years), but she loved children cautiously and learned that new people were sources of good attention (most of the time). My little girl did have a feisty side, which is why she and Akane battled for dominance for years, and Suzu also had to be kept separated from Perdy. Overall though, Suzuka was an easy dog to live with who enjoyed visiting my parents and hosting fosters. 

I began fostering rescue dogs when Suzuka and Miki (the Twins) were nine months old. I’m sure the constantly rotating competition was hard, but generally Suzu helped acclimate shy, country dogs to life as house pets. She even formed some close friendships with longer term fosters and took some puppies under her wing. 

Suzu’s biggest challenge to me was her escape artist tendencies. She managed to squeeze through a less than six inch gap between the chainlink fence and the wall of the house on several occasions, and she spent one harrowing night missing before returning home on her own. 

My little girl had a mind of her own, and vegetables were not for eating. However, Suzu was not a picky eater most of the time. Her finicky mealtime behaviour was my first sign that something was wrong…by the end I was having to force feed her broth and NutriCal because even after a major dental Suzu had stopped eating solid food. 

Suzu lost the ability to walk two weeks ago, but since my family’s first dog was paralyzed for nine months before his death, I was ready to care for Suzu as needed. I diapered her overnight and during work, so she wouldn’t have to sit in her own pee, and I learned how to coax her bladder to work when I took her out. The dog stroller got a workout with regular strolls around the block, and Suzu would happily watch the world as she whirled past. 

I expected Suzu to give me a clear, intense sign like Aka, but she was a much gentler personality. Instead of collapse and sharp fear, Suzu softly faded until she didn’t have the energy to lift her head last night. She wasn’t curious about the world anymore, which was her sign. 

My heart is shredded right now, but Suzu basically fell asleep quickly in my arms and looked at peace. She was ready for the next stage of her journey. 

Miki and Patience seemed unsurprised that I returned without Suzu, so they sensed something that I couldn’t…or that I chose to ignore. I am just keeping them close today, and I will return to the real world tomorrow. 

Go in peace, my little girl. Akane, Perdita, and Romany are waiting for you (even if you’re only excited to see one of the three), and I’ll never forget how your love and devotion helped open me to the rescue world and brightened my personal life. 

You are always my good little girl, and Mommy loves you. 

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Fanbase Press Announces ‘Inclusivity in the Comic Book Medium’ Panel for Long Beach Comic Con 2017 with Panelists Yehudi Mercado, Sebastian Kadlecik, Kit Steinkellner, Emma Steinkellner, and Stefano Terry – Moderated by Barbra Dillon!

Fanbase Press Announces ‘Inclusivity in the Comic Book Medium’ Panel for Long Beach Comic Expo 2017

For comic book fans in the Southern California area, Long Beach Comic Expo is an annual event that showcases the exceptional works of talented writers, artists, illustrators, and creators of all pop culture genres. The convention will return once again this year, taking place from Saturday, February 18, and Sunday, February 19, 2017, with a plethora of phenomenal panels scheduled throughout the weekend. Today, Fanbase Press is honored to announce the inclusion of the Fanbase Press Presents: Inclusivity in the Comic Book Medium Panel which will take place on Saturday, February 18, at 3:30 p.m. in the Creators’ Lab S-5. With panelists Yehudi Mercado (Hero Hotel, Rocket Salvage), Kit Steinkellner (Quince, Z: The Beginning of Everything), Emma Steinkellner (Quince, Xbox), Sebastian Kadlecik (Quince, Penguins vs. Possums), and Stefano Terry (The Gamma Gals) participating, we invite you to join in on the insightful and exciting event!

The Fanbase Press Presents: Inclusivity in the Comic Book Medium panel will discuss the importance of inclusivity in the comic book medium and the ways in which the panelists are making the greatest efforts to bring diversity and inclusivity to their work.  The comic book fanbase is a diverse landscape of readers, representing all genders, nationalities, ethnicities, sexual preferences, and ages.  As the industry continues to evolve, so too should the diversity of its creators, characters, titles, and genres in order to better represent its fanbase.  The panel will be moderated by Fanbase Press Editor-in-Chief Barbra Dillon.

Please visit the Long Beach Comic Expo website to purchase your tickets for this exciting event. In addition, follow Long Beach Comic Expo on Facebook and Twitter for the latest news and information.

Everyone at Fanbase Press is greatly looking forward to the convention, and we hope to see you there!

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Two Great New Updates from Fanbase Press: ‘The Gamma Girls’ and ‘Quince’!

Fanbase Press is excited to announce the newest addition to its publishing slate with The Gamma Gals, a creator-owned, 4-issue digital comic book series that features three D&D-loving teenage girls who awaken from a gamma-irradiated storm to discover they have extraordinary superpowers.  Created, written, and illustrated by newcomer Stefano Terry, The Gamma Gals features a diverse cast of characters that aims to show all readers that everyone can be a superhero.

In The Gamma Gals, Kira, Harriet, and Sue are your average high school students at Brightstone City High School by day, but by night, they are The Gamma Gals, protecting Brightstone City from countless super villains, monsters, and more!

“I’m excited for The Gamma Gals, because, for me, it’s a culmination of 23 years of passion for the comics medium,” says The Gamma Gals creator/writer/artist Terry. “I wanted to create a book that felt more like the real world in terms of representation, with characters that I hope are relatable, fun, and awesome!”

Issues #1-4 of the comic book series will be released digitally through ComiXology starting in March 2017.  In addition, the series will be collected into a printed trade paperback featuring two bonus issues that will be released in late summer 2017.

“I am overjoyed to bring The Gamma Gals into our publishing lineup this year,” says Fanbase Press Editor-in-Chief Barbra Dillon.  “Having the opportunity to add complex and strong female characters to the comic book medium who positively represent various races, physical abilities, and sexual orientations is tantamount to the mission of Fanbase Press and the needs of the comic book industry.”

The Gamma Gals trade paperback is currently available for pre-order through the Fanbase Press website (  Pre-orders made by June 7, 2017, will receive an exclusive Gamma Gal print signed by Terry.

Founded in 2010, Fanbase Press (formerly Fanboy Comics) is a comic book publisher and an online community supporting other creators and fans through daily reviews, interviews, and podcasts that span the pop culture spectrum.  Fanbase Press seeks to provide an outlet for up-and-coming artists and writers with a desire to create new works and media.

Fanbase Press’ previous graphic novels, Something Animal, Identity Thief, The Arcs, Fearworms: Selected Poems, Penguins vs. Possums, and Hero Hotel, are available online at and digitally through ComiXology.

For more information on The Gamma Gals, please visit or   The Gamma Gals may also be found on Facebook and Twitter, @TheGammaGals.


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More Unintentionally Funny Decorations

I’m melting!

These decorations had a much wilder NYE than I did!

The peacocks aren’t funny; just beautiful both with and without the lights. 

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Yesterday marked the two year anniversary of Akane’s death, and I’m mostly grateful we passed the day with no one else needing to shuffle their mortal coil (I’ve got quite a stable of oldsters). However, it made me reflect how Aka’s passing, while it ripped out a chunk of my soul, turned into a blessing as well. 

I was able to spoil Perdy thoroughly for the last months of her life including sleeping in my bed some night’s of the week without an angry and vocal Akane. I’ve been able to integrate the cats more fully with the household, and they love watching TV or “helping” cook. Suzu has gotten two years of spoiling with no feisty jealous sister to horn in on lovings. 

On a more personal level I was able to take two trips for the first time in about 15 years including to attend my brother’s wedding. I changed jobs and have successfully transitioned from warehouse to quality, and my change of status to direct hire should be finalized in 2017. One relationship ended, but a new one not built in part on the fear of no one wanting a crazy dog lady has begun. 

Akane and Perdy brought love, tears, and incredible experiences to my life, and I will never regret sharing time with them. However, their deaths have given me the gift of a life that doesn’t have to entirely revolve around care taking  and maintenance, which I hadn’t realized I was missing. 

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Why do flat inflatables look so sad?

Pooh looks like he went on a bender, and the others look like unnamed casualties from ‘Grandma Got Run Over By a Reindeer.’

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A Very Ruby Christmas by Lavinia Kent Book Review


I thought that Lavinia Kent’s Bound and Determined series had reached its finale when Ruby, the madame of the wonderful brothel that provided the backdrop for most of the other characters’ life changing encounters, found her happy ending in American sea captain, Derek Price.  However, more stories emerged from the engaging world, and I wondered how Kent would finally tie everything together. Her latest novella, A Very Ruby Christmas, serves as a sweet coda to the world I’ve enjoyed since  book one even though I don’t find it the strongest in the series.

Ruby is anxiously waiting for Derek’s ship to arrive on a wintery Christmas Eve when a mysterious pregnant young woman shows up at her door. Who could the young woman be? Why does she think Ruby can help her? And more importantly how is Ruby going to find the right person to take over Madame Rouge’s, so she can marry Derek and go to America with him like he has asked?

Followers of the Bound and Determined series will most appreciate that references are made to the other couples featured throughout, and two even have their own erotic interludes before the plot is fully resolved. Kent’s skill at creating scenarios that blaze off the page continues, and her desire to show that kinky play doesn’t have to end after marriage, even in a historical, is enjoyable.  Derek and Ruby’s reunion also burns with passion, even though their sexual desires run a little more vanilla.

I’ve continually praised how female agency is dealt with through the entire series, and the tension between Derek and Ruby about her inability to find the right person to take over Madame Rouge’s continues the trend.  Derek never forces Ruby, although he makes it clear that he will not wait forever, and he never stoops to using violence against her or withholding affection to push the matter (although he does get more than a little grumpy).  Ruby’s dilemma holds equal value as Derek’s in the story; she is torn between her own happiness and the safety and happiness of her clients and girls. As someone who often feels responsibility for those I work with or consider friends I related strongly to Ruby’s concerns and saw how those traits had made her ideal to take over from Madame Noir.

Overall, A Very Ruby Christmas was a satisfying coda to a wonderful body of work that satisfied my need for something warm, soothing, but still very sexy.  I’m fairly certain this will be the finale of the series unless Lavinia Kent decides to explore the new incarnation of Madame Rouge’s in the future.  Regardless I will look out for more of her works since they hit all of the right notes for me.

4 Fulfilled Secret Fantasies out of 5



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