Young Enough by Charmaine Pauls Book Review

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Charmaine Pauls introduced May-December couple Jane and Brian in Old Enough, and to my surprise and joy I fell in love with her story of an older rich woman and a younger man from the wrong side of the tracks.  Somehow the first book in the duology toed the line between attraction/relationship vs boytoy extremely well, and I never felt like Brian was being used, manipulated, or otherwise faced an unequal power dynamic that kept him in Jane’s orbit.  If anything she seems more vulnerable since many aspects of their meeting and Brian’s past are hidden.  I loved Book 1.

I still enjoyed Book 2 immensely, and I ripped through the pages at an extreme pace.  However, I have to warn new readers of several potential triggers as Young Enough takes some very dark turns: rape, accusations of sexual abuse of a minor, imprisonment, assault resulting in facial trauma, drowning, and probably a few others that didn’t jump out at me. Additionally, I found one of Brian’s actions so thoughtless that it physically hurt to read.  It didn’t help at all that the action ended up having dire consequences, which really reduced my support for Jane and Brian’s relationship.

The sex scenes sizzle off the page, just like in Old Enough, so if you’re showing up mostly for the erotica this book has got you covered.  Even when Jane and Brian tread on shaky emotional ground the physical connection between them vibrates with an intensity that cannot be denied.

Despite the horrific events and traumatic revelations in the first three-quarters of the book Charmaine Pauls manages to direct her protagonists to a HEA; both Jane and Brian work to find their happiness individually and with each other, so I felt that the ending had been earned.  Additionally, it didn’t feel over the top like some of the events in epilogue of The Loan Shark duology (I felt that Valentina turned into some sort of magical creature that everyone adored instead of a human being), which I liked.

Overall, readers need Young Enough to close out Jane and Brian’s story, but it’s a much more traumatic episode in their love story than the first installment.  It ends on a positive note for all of the important characters (or at least it ends the way it should), but there’s a lot of dark events between the first and last pages, which some readers may find a little hard to handle.

4 Stolen Moments at an Engagement Party out of 5

 

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And the latest oldster is gone — Gabriel Scaife October-ish 2003 to August 14, 2018

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I did not want another cat; I’d resigned myself to keeping Namir, the feral black domestic shorthair that I had live trapped in my yard, but I really just intended to foster other kitties to keep him company during his life time.  However, when the friendly, pushy, and very vocal medium haired brown tabby showed up to eat in my front yard (I was putting cat food out for the many strays) I brought him inside since I was afraid he would venture into my backyard and get crossways of my cat aggressive dogs.  He was so social I was sure someone must be looking for their cat, right?

After a month of waiting for someone to respond to the found cat signs I’d posted around the neighborhood I realized I had better get the new kitty neutered and vaccinated, so I could try to find him a home.  During that time I’d realized that Gabe was super vocal, tomcat pee reeks like nothing else on earth, and that this cat could make noises that sounded like a human infant that made me want to punt him out the backdoor in the middle of the night (just try being woken up by a cat singing the song of his people in the middle of the night through a door and from two rooms away and see how charitable you feel).  I desperately wanted to get him cleared medically and start the task of finding him a household where he could get as much attention as he craved (at the time I was crating and rotating dogs plus I had to keep the dogs and cats mostly separate since I had three dogs with varying levels of cat aggression).

Gabriel got his name because Gabby (a synonym for chatty) is a nickname for Gabrielle, not because he reminded me of the Biblical angel.   Out of my three personal cats he was the most talkative although Rhys and Namir have both broken out of their more reserved behaviour today to solicit attention by meowing and fussing at me (Gabe was my friendly, cuddly cat…Namir, well, he’s the house feral, and while he allows some touching it’s always on his terms.  He’s a “near cat”, not a sit on your lap or dance in front of the computer to demand attention cat.  Rhys is just naturally very shy and nervous, but he loves being brushed.  I’ll need to do more of that to get my kitty petting time.).

If I planned to adopt Gabe out how did I end up with him permanently?  I got Gabe neutered through Emancipet since I couldn’t afford full cost vetting, especially not when I wanted to find him another home.  Unfortunately, I got some incredibly shocking news at his pick up: Gabe tested positive for FIV, feline immunodeficiency virus, which would make him extremely difficult to rehome.  Initially, I wasn’t sure I could take him back home; I had other cats in the house, and I didn’t want to risk exposing them (FIV is much less contagious than feline leukemia since bodily fluids have to be exchanged through bites, sex, or in utero, but it’s not risk free), and I was woefully uninformed about the virus.  I couldn’t just abandon him though, so I brought him home and vowed to educate myself about the illness.

Thanks to Gabe I became one of the most informed people I know about FIV in pet cats, and I unofficially became the FIV expert for the Austin Humane Society and Charlyne’s Pound Puppies.  I still am an advocate for adopting FIV positive cats and how to keep them healthy and safe (and look above: Gabe was almost 15 years old, so I must have been doing something right!).  Rhys actually joined my household because of Gabe: he is also FIV positive, but he was born with it while I suspect Gabe was bitten by another tomcat (he was never a fighter even before his neuter, but Gabe was extremely dumb at proper cat interactions; I suspect he pissed off the wrong tomcat by getting into his face and not backing off when warned to do so).  I’ve fostered two FIV positive cats for AHS (Pibb was a permanent foster for the last two years of his life; Pepe now Giovanni was just a short term visitor), and I may look into fostering some other FIV positive cats in the future (Namir was vaccinated against FIV before the vaccine was considered a cancer risk, so he probably is okay to be around FIV positive cats).

About a month ago I noticed that Gabe really wasn’t eating well, a concern since he was a notoriously piggy eater, but I first thought it was stress from the residing project on my house.  However, I found runny, bloody diarrhea outside the litterbox one morning and became very concerned.  All of my cats are fastidious litterbox users, so an accident outside the box meant someone was in bad shape aside from the consistency.  I began force feeding Gabe baby food/broth/anything thin enough to syringe into him to see if it was just an upset stomach, but by the next Monday I knew we needed to see a vet.  This started several vet visits to try to determine why Gabe didn’t want to eat.  He was dehydrated, but the bloodwork didn’t show anything terribly interesting.  Giving him fluids would temporarily jump start his appetite, but I could tell things weren’t right.  I convinced myself if we could get his stomach discomfort fixed Gabe would eat again, so I was dismayed when our vet said I should consider an ultrasound to make sure there wasn’t anything that bloodwork wouldn’t check.  The last ultrasound I had done on a pet was when Perdy was diagnosed with cancer three and a half years ago, so I had misgivings about it, but I also knew that that it was probably the answer to Gabe’s health problems.  Sure enough his lymph nodes were enlarged, and he had a lesion and a growth in his small intestine: probably diagnosis lymphoma.

The specialty vet suggested doing a pathology to know for sure and an oncology consult, but it wasn’t in my budget plus chemotherapy would have almost certainly killed a  14 1/2 year old FIV positive cat.  I took some meds home to see how long  I could keep him comfortable: I got a week.

I don’t know if I fully believe in ESP or a sixth sense, but with some of my pets I have known that I would have to put them down shortly: I knew with Suzu, and I knew I would probably have to let Gabe go this week.  When he escaped the house last night and tried to run off I had to accept that the universe was giving me a sign that Gabe was suffering and needed me to be strong enough to let go (bless Patience for alerting me that he was outside under the next door neighbors’ truck, so he didn’t just wander off and be gone).

Gabe was more than ready for his final journey: he sat quietly in my lap on the way to the vet (I do not recommend this with a healthy cat!), and he was so dehydrated they struggled to find a vein to place the catheter.  He went to sleep in my arms and looked relaxed and at peace for the first time in several weeks.  I stayed with his body longer than I did with my previous pets, perhaps because Gabe is the first cat I was able to be with when they passed.  I petted him and cleaned him a little because I needed the soothing sense of peace I got when I touched him.

I don’t intend to get more cats; Indi’s not super well-behaved with the current crew, and it’s harder to integrate new dogs into a mixed critter household.   However, I put a new  bowl of cat food out in the yard tonight, which I haven’t done for years.  If I can find a way to keep the ants out of it I might lure another Gabe into my life, like it or not.

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Dance of Thieves by Mary E Pearson Book Review

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Kazimyrah knows what her duty is to the queen of Venda.  Her dedication to this mission goes beyond her role as a member of the Rahtan, the elite guard, and reflects her personal debt for a reckless mistake.  However, a misstep in a dark alley gets her kidnapped and chained to her target, and she’ll have to rely on him to get out of this mishap in one piece.

Jase Ballenger curses his father’s sudden death, which accelerated his ascension to leadership of his clan.  Many would love to see the young Patrei fail, so they can swoop in and claim the powerful territory, so he should be on the look out for anything.  When he gets grabbed by labour gang slavers and chained to the feisty young Rahtan who threatened to slit his throat, Jase feels life couldn’t get any worse.  A daring escape gives him hope of getting home in time for his father’s funeral, but how should he handle his new constant companion?

Dance of Thieves is the first novel in a new series set in the world of Mary E Pearson’s The Remnant Chronicles.  I had read the first book many years ago and loved it, but somehow I had never gotten the opportunity to finish the series (work and other pesky things like that got in the way of reading entirely for pleasure), so I was thrilled to find a new story available for review.  Unfortunately, I didn’t remember much of the world, but Pearson allows Dance of Thieves to stand enough on its own that it can be enjoyed by both fans of her previous work and newcomers to her writing.

Kazimyrah has been charged with a mission to infiltrate the Ballenger stronghold and track down a traitorous general who nearly cost the queen and the people of Venda everything.  With fellow warriors Wren and Synove by her side she needs to use everyone of her skills as a former thief to get into Tor’s Watch, track down her mark, and get him back to Venda to face the Queen’s Justice.  Getting captured by labour gangs and chained to the new leader of the Ballengers was never part of her plan, and finding comfort in Jase Ballenger’s arms during the long nights as they trek back to civilization definitely defies reason.  Even worse is Kazi’s realization that Jase’s motivations are as understandable as her own; they just don’t always mesh with her orders.  How can she betray a man who fights for freedom, family, and recognition as a sovereign nation, and who has slowly wormed his way into her heart?

The heart of Dance of Thieves is the growing relationship between Jase and Kazi, not just as a couple but as two individuals who respect and admire the other’s motivations.  They face significant obstacles since their goals prevent them from ever being fully truthful with the other until the very end.  However, I liked both of them immensely.  Both protagonists are loyal to a fault, protective, and painfully fair when they evaluate each other, and they regret the things they have to conceal, like normal human beings.  I believed the conflicts that Jase and Kazi faced to their relationship, primarily duty to the Rahtan/Queen vs duty to family, and I cared about how difficult it would be for them to transform their fragile alliance to stay alive in the wilderness into a lasting relationship with no major secrets.

I also enjoyed how Pearson portrayed Kazi’s relationship with Wren and Synove, the other two Rahtan in her age bracket.  All three girls carried trauma, and they supported each other and helped protect their group from more hurt.  I appreciated that while Synove is portrayed as a flirt who enjoys liaisons with different men Kazi and Wren didn’t judge her for that choice; they just chalked it up to Synove’s personality and moved on unless it affected their ability to complete a mission.

My only quibble with Dance of Thieves is that the resolution felt anti-climatic.  Suddenly, the main barrier between Jase and Kazi’s future disappeared, and they were free to be together.  Pearson hinted at some problems down the road, but they aren’t shown in the last few pages.  After so much drama and intrigue up until this point I was left a little disappointed (I think I was cynically expecting no resolution in this book and wanted them to struggle for a few more novels).  At the same time this may hint at the other two books providing Wren and Synove-centric stories, which I strongly support.

Dance of Thieves provided me with a historical fantasy setting with a nice dose of intrigue, adventure, and ballsy female characters to entertain me for a spell.  Ultimately, it didn’t have quite the bite I wanted, but it’s an enjoyable read that will give many fantasy readers, both young and old, something to devour during their downtime.

4 Sweetly Romantic Riddles out of 5

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Old Enough by Charmaine Pauls Book Review

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This is a review of an erotic novel featuring an older woman and a younger man as well as a hearty dose of kink.  If this isn’t your cup of tea I suggest skipping this one.

Brian Michaels sought out Jane Logan as a business transaction that would allow him to save his mother and baby sister from life on the wrong side of Johannesburg.  Sure, he’d been attracted to her photo, but he had never expected the explosive attraction between them to make him crave all of her as a permanent fixture in his life.  The last thing he wants to do is destroy her, but will his temporary employer let him get out of their deal?

Jane Logan is licking her wounds after her 12 year marriage ended unceremoniously (her husband fell in love with his secretary)  and just wants to find the space to grieve everything from her past and raise her daughter, Abby.  She doesn’t want a fling, especially not with a dominant young man who is barely out of high school…but when Jane allows her desire for Brian to turn into an intense sex session it seems clear that he’s the key to releasing her from her demons and making her whole again.

They’re two people who desperately want each other and offer something that can make the other whole, but they’re from totally different worlds, from totally different generations, and Brian’s secret will destroy everything if Jane ever finds out.

Charmaine Pauls has moved on from her previous series, The Loan Shark Duet, with a more palatable (to me) tale of a young man from the wrong side of the tracks and a rich older woman who could pick anyone to be by her side.  Brian hides how he appears in Jane’s life, but it doesn’t have the overt criminal overtones of  Loan Shark, and our hero actively is pursuing a non-mafia lifestyle.  I identified more with Brian and Jane than Gabriel and Valentina as well because while I’ve never lived in a crime-riddled city where even riding the bus could be life-threatening or had a neighborhood watch double as a gang their lives fall into a more recognizable track: Jane works in advertising, and Brian takes care of his mother and baby sister while attending classes to get his advertising degree.

Given this is erotica let me address the most important question of most readers: how are the sex scenes?  Sizzling!  Brian is extremely dominant in the bedroom, but he also values Jane’s agency and her pleasure.  The only times where he seems to push his partner beyond her limits are in specific kink related scenarios, and he advises Jane up front that it will get intense.  Brian pays attention to her reactions, and as he learns Jane’s sexual likes he also acknowledges where and when he can cross lines.  In one of the hottest scenes he even gives Jane complete control of the encounter because while he longs to be in charge he recognizes the power  of having someone you trust telling you what to do.

Some readers might be disturbed that Brian frequently shows up at Jane’s home with no prior notification, but for some reason I really didn’t mind.  They communicate regularly via text, and he is careful to never show up at times that would cause Jane problems with her ex-husband or daughter.  I mostly saw it as overly protective caring given the world our characters inhabit.

Wow…I didn’t expect to be so blown away by Jane and Brian’s story because romance with a huge age difference isn’t my catnip, but it never felt wrong (maybe because Brian was so clearly the pursuer).  If you enjoy super-hot erotica with age disparate characters in a unique setting (how many stories have you read in South Africa) pick this one up today!  You need to get hooked before the second half of the story comes out in August.

5 Incredibly Sexy But Possibly Age Inappropriate Dresses out of 5

 

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Scotland or Bust by Kira Archer Book Review

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Nicole Franklin decided that the best way to get over her deadbeat boyfriend was a sudden change of scenery.  So he’d never taken her to Europe even though she’d made it clear she’d love a fancy vacation? She’d take herself! Unfortunately, all of her planning went into getting out of dodge, so what’s a girl going to do about little things like money, a place to stay, and…oh…a visa?  Enter Harrison Troy, a UK national in sudden need of an assistant for his yearly trip to his family’s estate/tour agency.  When Nic finds out his family is behind her fantasy Outlander vacation package she is sold, but there might be a few things her uptight employer forgot to mention…

Overall, Kira Archer’s latest novel, Scotland or Bust, is a cute romp about two total opposites and complete strangers stumbling into a relationship with one another.  Add a cast of unique, fun, and genuinely warm characters and a smattering of Outlander hijinks, and it’s a light, summer read that almost any romance reader can enjoy (there are even a few obligatory kilt mentions). Honestly, while Harrison’s grandmother would probably drive me crazy in real life (I’m not sure I could handle Granny streaking on the battlements) I hope I enjoy each day that much when I’m elderly.  Harrison’s friendships and the friendships between their spouses also rang true, and Kira Archer knows how to write women who actually support one another instead of constantly competing for a man (no evil, heinous exes to be negatively compared to the heroine in her books that I’ve seen so far).

However, if you’ve read my other reviews the fact that I’ve frontloaded so much positivity is a sign that I struggled with some aspects of Scotland or Bust.  To be more precise Nicole lost me with her first appearance in the book, and I never was able to get back on board with her character.  I remained stuck in Harrison’s first impression of the oversharing, talkative, and flirtatious girl whose response to a seat mate with take off anxiety was offering to make out (spoiler alert: they do, and they both liked it).  Nic’s egregious infodump about why she was traveling made my introvert self curl up in a ball and hide.  Even as the story progressed, and I saw that Nic is also an extremely capable assistant with the incredible ability to turn set backs into opportunities and deals with the most eccentric Troy clan members with ease (she magically fits into Harrison’s family, which also didn’t work for me) I couldn’t let go of the feeling that our heroine was really a flighty girl trying to pull a geographic (changing locale with the intent of fixing problems but continuing to make the same type of choices that caused problems before), rather than a heroine that I could identify with on any level.

I did identify with Harrison on many levels since his strait laced personality matches aspects of mine.  However, I never fully bought into his attraction to Nic beyond the physical, probably because I didn’t fall in love with her as I read the book.  I also didn’t entirely understand the issues he had with his family although it was very clear they provided a lot of fodder for town gossip!

Would I recommend Scotland or Bust?  Yes; it didn’t work for me, but many readers who enjoy less explicit, contemporary novels will love the whirlwind romance of an American girl breaking down her British boss’ stiff upper lip.  It’s sweet, light, and completely unoffensive.  It’s just not quite the romance for me.

3.5 Animal Skeletons Falling out of the Ceiling out of 5

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Consent by Charmaine Pauls Book Review

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Consent is the second half of Charmaine Pauls’ Johannesburg underworld The Loan Shark Duology, which focuses on the complex relationship between Gabriel Louw, a powerful mafioso, and Valentina Haynes, the young woman who sells herself to him to pay off her brother’s debt.  By the end of the first book Dubious it’s clear that both parties feel more than lust, but when you’ve been brought together by violence and obligation how can you transform your bond to something pure and worthy of protecting?

It’s very hard for me to talk about the events in Consent without spoiling almost everything from the end of Dubious, which is a major plot point to the cliffhanger.  I can only say that Gabriel and Valentina are together in book two (it wouldn’t be much of an erotic romance if the main couple became permanently separated now would it), but the plot buys a ticket to Hardcore Crazy Town.  If you love the type of twists that crop up in daytime soaps or can at least appreciate them Consent is totally your catnip.  I, on the other hand, rolled my eyes so hard they clacked in the back of my head when a presumed faked death occurred, and I was holding my head in my hands by the final pages.

While it’s a minor spoiler Pauls delivers a HEA; it’s just not quite how you’d expect it (Valentina also manages to turn into Too Perfect to Be Real TM, which she bordered on in Dubious but had enough slight faults to avoid).  Somehow I plowed through book two despite my disbelief in the sheer amount of crazy sauce delivered (to borrow a term from Smart Bitches, Trashy Books), and  I enjoyed the ending even though it left me a little underwhelmed.  I wanted a dark, gritty ending for a pair of flawed, damaged people; that isn’t where Charmaine Pauls wanted her characters to end up. If you like fairy tale finales I think you’ll find it sweet and touching, and Consent will be a much easier read than book one.

3 Fire Damaged Wedding Rings out of 5

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Fanbase Press Launches Fundraising Campaign to Benefit United For Puerto Rico and RAINN (November 3-9)

Fanbase Press Launches Fundraising Campaign to Benefit United for Puerto Rico and RAINN (November 3-9)

When Fanbase Press is not providing you with the latest in geek news and entertainment, the Fanbase Press staff hopes to offer our readers a variety of opportunities to give back to the community. We love reading comics, watching movies, and playing video games, but we are never happier than when we are able to help others.  For that reason, Fanbase Press is honored to announce its Fundraising Campaign to benefit United for Puerto Rico and RAINN (Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network).  From November 3 – 9, 2017, customers will be able to purchase select Fanbase Press comic books, graphic novels, art prints, pins, and more from the Fanbase Press Online Store, and all proceeds will be donated to United for Puerto Rico and RAINN.

During Fanbase Press’ Fundraising Campaign, the following items (noted by the “Fundraising Item” designation) will be available for purchase in our Online Store, while supplies last:

  • Quince trade paperback
  • Quince art print
  • The Gamma Gals trade paperback
  • The Gamma Gals art print
  • Hero Hotel graphic novel
  • Penguins vs. Possums: Volume Two trade paperback
  • Penguins vs. Possums #6 Sketch Cover Variant
  • Penguins vs. Possums #6 Coloring Book Cover Variant
  • Penguins vs. Possums Gift Boxes
  • Fanbase Press pins
  • Fearworms: Selected Poems art print
  • Identity Thief postcard


Click here to see the full list of items for sale as part of the Fundraising Campaign.  The available items range in price from $1 to $20.  No purchase is too small, as every monetary donation will be given to United for Puerto Rico and RAINN.  We hope that you will join us in giving back to our community.  Additional information regarding these two organizations may be found below.


United for Puerto Rico is an initiative brought forth by the First Lady of Puerto Rico, Beatriz Rosselló, in collaboration with the private sector, with the purpose of providing aid and support to those affected in Puerto Rico by the passage of Hurricane Irma and Hurricane María. 100% of the proceeds will go to helping the victims affected by these natural disasters in Puerto Rico.

RAINN (Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network) is the nation’s largest anti-sexual violence organization. RAINN created and operates the National Sexual Assault Hotline (800.656.HOPE, online.rainn.org, and rainn.org/es) in partnership with more than 1,000 local sexual assault service providers across the country and operates the DoD Safe Helpline for the Department of Defense. RAINN also carries out programs to prevent sexual violence, help survivors, and ensure that perpetrators are brought to justice.

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